If I did panic, I would be by now. I have spent far too much on this thing that is Christmas and the Credit Card application has been declined. It is probably a good thing really, more debt isn't quite what we need right now. I think I am gonna have to have a re-think and the old story of 'Santa must have ran out of that toy' may well have to resurface, one thinks. 
Oh well, what the helllll! I think eBay should be banned though. It is far too easy to spend, spend, spend! I can't even remember off hand what I have bought. Never mind. 
As long as the kids are happy, we will just have to sort out the overspending later. I have heard on the grapevine that I am gonna win the lottery on the 8th of March next year, so we will have to just wait until then. 
Oh sod it, they will just get what they get. Everyone else spoils them rotten anyway. My sister is really struggling for Christmas this year as they have just moved house and they haven't sold their old place yet. I have told her that I will buy my kids their presents from her and just give them to her to give to them on Christmas day. She is in a far worse situation than us at the moment and 5 kids are awfully expensive to buy for! OOh, AWFULLY, I sould like a right knob! 
I think I am building up my Karma, is that how you spell it? It does feel good though. I like doing things for other people. Unless they are complete 
of course.
Well, I still haven't drank and of the poison that is Alcohol since my drinking accident! I am really proud od myself. I have lost more than half a stone as well. I could do with it though. Having 5 kids doesn't exactly flatter the figure if you know what I mean.
Anyway, I can't sit here all day spouting crap can I? Will read up on my little black sheep and see how he is getting on. 
